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Saturday, February 14th, 2004

Time:5:22 am.


create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide
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Time:4:40 am.
im am so frustrated right now i dont know whats going on in my brain and body.....i feel like crying, i feel like punching a wall, and all i really want to do is go to sleep... i need to scream ! so i couldnt sleep so i decided to write in here... i wish i had a pen because id rather be doing that.... that is seeing the flow of ink on paper instead of sitting here like a fucking bird pecking away at these fucking keys........peck 4 times.......... this really bothers me>>> my boyfriend has an online journal but wont let me read it..... i dont understand.......why not let everyone else in the world read it but me...... stupid i say... o well....i hope he reads this. itold you i understand, but i lied..... it makes no fucking sense..... anyway, this is not what is making me feel this weird way that i am, i just thought of it because i never type in here anymore.... but from now on, every night i stay here i promise i will.... im saying this to myself.... i have nothing to say but im so fucking annoyed right now.....i wonder if this typing is waking you up . you are moving around a lot..... uggggg... i think so.i cant sleep her tonight.....ok the journal thing really pisses me off jason!!!!!!!!!!i feel like venting about it...its fucking valentines day ...... i really am hating myself right now......everything will be bettter in the morning....breathe amy breathe....... i let you read my insaine thoughts in this journal, i sound like an idiot in here......and now i even sound like a bigger idiot, ranting about how you wont let me read your thoughts that you have typed down but everyone else can, it feels to me there is some things that you dont want me to know about. i mean i guess everyone is like that to a degree, but if yor posting it on the fucking internet .......... jesus...the only thing i can think of why is bad reasons, like: all the ones in my head, hahaha thought i was going to type them.. noo....ug good bye
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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003

Time:11:49 pm.
ahh ha look at this shit, im writing after over a year......i have nothing to say really... but i will start writing in here more often as soon as i get my computer hooked up... soon i say soon..... by the middle of january i suspect..... mark you are one awesome guy....
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Tuesday, August 20th, 2002

Subject:hmmm...
Time:11:02 pm.
Mood: drained.
i was in the thrift store...when this mexican woman with one cloudy white eye came up to me as if she was about to hug me to death, and said these words "Aishlema my dear, finally i see you!" i tell her " i am not Aishelema im am sorry you are mistaken." she started tearing up and i walked away..... i heard her muttering to someone as i was in the next isle....
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Tuesday, August 13th, 2002

Time:1:33 am.
Mood: content.
i was in the yard barefoot and this tiny neon green bug bit me right on the damn foot...my entire foot for the next hour felt like it was in flames.. 2 days later my foot swelled and turned ble, purple, and red... it itches like mad too!! what was that stupid bug? i have like 10 bug bites.. ack.. itchies!!!!!!!!!!!

jessica is moving back , yeah!!!! i love her truely....

i wished upon 4 shooting stars the other night... 2 months till i get my new place...... that is the thing i am looking foward to most in my life right now.....
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Saturday, July 27th, 2002

Time:12:57 am.
Mood: annoyed.
i need to move before i kill myself....im going crazy here living back at my moms...2 more months, and damnit i will be outta here....i think its ruining me and my thoughts of family...... i come home every night and half the times i walk in and my mom and her boyfriend are naked on the floor. its fucking sick.. i hate seeing penis as i walk in my house... my sister and i bicker so much i cant even talk to her anymore nor care to listen to what she says....... i love my family no doubt but its making me sad.... and depressed.....theres so much more i want to write about but i need to go to bed..... should i stab myself in the cheek?
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Thursday, July 11th, 2002

Time:6:15 pm.
ok fuckers. tomorrow will be the last day of dreads..... they need to go... im sad, i will be scary looking.. but damn it. it needs to go.....i was hoping i could atleast wait till the fall, buut i cant........



so the health food store is going good, i like it there... everyone is real nice.... i like talking to customers too.. chubby bald girl...... and i get to use my culinary abilities and make whatever the hell i want.. bald chubby girl... no hair........
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Friday, June 28th, 2002

Time:10:29 am.
Mood: cold.
lets see... well the other day(2datys ago) angie and i went on a canoe trip..i had never been so it was exciting... i was in the back of the boat so i did all the work, my arms hur... in the middle of the 5 miles it started pouring rain.. i liked it..... i was trying to paddle real fast and my fucking camera fell into the river..... fuuuuck......after the trip, all the other canoers had to ride in a van back to the main site, it was angie , me and 12 high school kids talking about drugsand shit..... it was very very fucking annoying..........

well i got the job at the health food store, they have been slacking with the whole thing, but at my interview with the owner of 9 stores, he offered me a manager position... i did not expect that, but thats cool....he said hed call me today with an offer for pay...... and i took it... thats bout it... oh and another job called me back yesterday too..i guess im not going to take it though.... the hours are perfect though.......
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Time:2:50 am.
click to take it!
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Friday, June 21st, 2002

Time:11:17 pm.
Mood: creative.
mmmm..mountains..m..tomorrow....i feel it....
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Time:4:06 am.
Mood: peaceful.
so there is a guy who rides his bike around town. he is around 50.. he wears all green. even a flag on his bike that is green....i am drinking pumpkin spice coffee..
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Wednesday, June 19th, 2002

Time:2:40 am.
well well, i was talking to my mom and said "i wish the health food store would have hired me, i never get what i want." then 10 minutes or so later the health food store called me and i have a job there..... i will be working in the vegan deli, so i think i am going to try and go vegan.... i get free fruits and veggies.... and can eat whatever i make... i think i will like it there... i will start the photography job back up inthe fall..yeah! $ $$ i start hopefully on monday at the health food store. i need to go camping before i start.. mabey ill drive to the mountains before monday...
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Time:2:40 am.
well well, i was talking to my mom and said "i wish the health food store would have hired me, i never get what i want." then 10 minutes or so later the health food store called me and i have a job there..... i will be working in the vegan deli, so i think i am going to try and go vegan.... i get free fruits and veggies.... and can eat whatever i make... i think i will like it there... i will start the photography job back up inthe fall..yeah! $ $$ i start hopefully on monday at the health food store. i need to go camping before i start.. mabey ill drive to the mountains before monday... i hope my car makes it...
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Tuesday, June 18th, 2002

Time:4:34 am.




Which annoying person are you?


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Sunday, June 16th, 2002

Subject:Canada oh sweet maple leaf.....
Time:2:19 am.
so my friend tyler decided to go to canada one random night and asked me to come along, so of course i said yes.. so we drove up there and arrived around 10 :30a.m. then wwe went to bed.. woke up at 3 and walked around the city with tylers friend cari who was actually really nice and fun to hang out with... not that i thought she would suck or anything...toronto is like 50% asian, i did not know that.. i was in asian heaven...i cant help im severly attracted to asian men...but anyways, i liked the city a lot and i would love to live there...we walked so much the whole time i was there i can not walk right now.... i think i pulled every muscle in my legs.. ouch... i ate fake duck when i was there too.. it was weird, but good.. and tyler got this gluten meat shit that was the texture of a big hard flem wad, it was sick.......caris cat was in heat and kept making "i wanna hump" sounds, it was annoying.... enough...
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Monday, June 10th, 2002

Time:3:38 am.
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You're the lego Native!
Ug-a-wug! You're the lego native! You're wild and adventurous, and just a little bit insane. You know how to have a good time, and uh, you really like meat.

Take the "What Lego character are you?" test! by ctbx
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Sunday, June 9th, 2002

Time:7:47 pm.

Karen Arnold


Take the Which Wonder Years Character are you? quiz by Ben.
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Saturday, June 8th, 2002

Time:3:32 am.
yesterday me and 4 other people went down town around 1 am and was walking around when we strat talking to this real drunk guy.. we started fucking with him a bit and told him that my friend tyler was talking shit about him... tyler who is skinny as hell and looks like skeeter from the cartoon doug.. anyway, the drunk guy(jay) strated chasing him around with his shirt off and seriosly was trying to catch him to kick tylers ass... they ran around for id say 20 minutes , and jay fell about 20 times and tylwer just kept running in circles and laughing. i tinkled a tiny bit in my pants i was laughin so hard..finally wheh tyler was worn out he tossed me his keys and told me to start the car. so i did and tyler jumps in ... jay jumps on the car, then gets in the car next to me i strat trying to push him out when a bouncer from the bar comes out and grabs jay out of the car..it was real funny...
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Subject:oh shit!!! my sister is a teenager
Time:3:02 am.
Mood: stressed.
so my day was going real good till i go back to my moms at 11 pm or so and there are like six 13 year old kids smoking in the backyard.. my sisster(13) had some friends over... i didnt say anything to them i just minded my own business.... so i come inside and i noticed that hey all left... along with my sister. my mom is not home, so i dont know whayts going on here... is my sister alloud out this late????? i wasnt so therefor i would think that she wasnt either.. so i just chill here a bit then i hear the back door open softly and hear whispering... "shhhhh" and then they go down the stairs... i start hearing people talk so i listen a bit closer... and hear them talking about spin the bottle.. no big deal, they are 13... then i hear them say my little sister has to go in the closed room for 7 minutes with some boy and makeout... then after that another girl went in and i heard the kids talking about licking and i swear i heard the word masterbation..... so at this point im about to flip out and one of the kids(the boy the girls like) has to leave, so i say "whew". i go potty and come out and poof angie is here, i tell her all this, and she says i should call my moms cell phone to see whats going on... i dont know her # so i call out down the stairs for my sister, no answer.. by now its midnight.... my sister is gone.. i figured they went to walk the boy home so i get in my car and drive in the direction i think this kids house is in and spot them all, so i pull up and ask my sis for my moms # and she asks why.. and starting to get i bit lippy.. so i was like" im alloud to call my own fucking mom, now give me the #" so she does and keeps asking me why i want to call her...... i drive away, get home call my mom and her phone is off... my sister walks in and starts asking me questions about why i need to call mom............ to get to the end.. i went off on her for like 30 minutes about everything and tell her she needs not to break the circle of trust wit hmy mom .. she smarts of a bit, i say god damnit a million or s o times. and it was over....im stressed...
you know i jut dont want anything bad to happen to her, or her to start having sex this early, im just worried.....anyways, i am not going to tell my mom about all this....i flipped out enough on her.. and really it wasnt such a big deal.... i just love her... i dont want my little sister fucking things up, and her be grounded all the fucking time like i was........ am i stupid for this? did i over react?? honestly????
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Thursday, June 6th, 2002

Subject:how well do you know me test
Time:2:45 am.
http://asatesto.friendtest.com/
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